Assalamualaikum and a very good day dear readers :)

*Thinking Bout You cover by Yuna playing as I'm writing*

Alhamdulillah, syukur ke hadrat Ilahi for another day and still am able to continue with life. It's 12.50 am here in Egypt. Sepatutnya by now I should be sleeping sebab esok kelas pagi at 8am, but guess what? Esok cuti yayerzzzzzzzzzzzz! Hahahaha happynya rasa macam nak bergolek-golek turun bukit macam dalam cerita Hindustan. Hihi over. Well syukur sebenarnya dapat cuti. Bukannya tak suka belajar, but I'm just tired you know. Dental School is ain't no joke I tell ya. Especially batch kami ni yg pioneer batch yang terpaksa catch up credit hours untuk nak graduate in 5 years time. Problem came bila masa 1st year after riot dulu faculty kinda like did an error in managing our schedule thus menyebabkan kami lack credit hours, that's why now hectic gila life sebab sem ni we're taking 20 credit hours *pengsan*.

Kelas memang sah pagi sampai petang, and then practical session yang memang always menguji especially bila nak practice tampal gigi and buat gigi palsu. Man, I'm not good when it comes to all these work yang memerlukan seni, but bila practice tu kinda got better la, alhamdulillah. Dah la kelas memang pagi sampai petang (memang selalu sampai rumah lepas maghrib laa tambah pulak sekarang 5pm dah masuk waktu), cuti pulak only on Fridays T______T Kesian kan kesian kan? Tsk tsk. Makin lama rasa makin longlai sebab macam dah penat. Tapi tu laa, semalam cakap via LINE ngan mak, and mak pesan memang ni lah yang I have to go through in order to become a dentist. Memang kita sedia tau to get the title "Doctor" memang tak semudah mencicah biskut Hup Seng dalam air milo (ehh? sedap la pulak lama tak makan biskut Hup Seng T_T). So apa pun, kena la tabah dan redha menghadapi hari-hari yang mencabar ini, with exams every week. Only Lord knows how tough it is, but He is with me so in sha Allah I'll make throught it :')

So kenapa cuti esok ni? Haa actually kita pun tak tau sangat sebenarnya, tapi esok ada some sort of an election happening here in Egypt. For me to talk about Egypt's political affairs, quite tough laa. Sangat complicated. Even our doctors pun macam rasa semua ni macam nonsense. Issue sekarang ni sebab rakyat marah dengan the new constitution yang Islamist dominant katanya, I'm not so sure. But these people marah kat Morsy la ekceli. Tak faham betul laa, I think Morsy dah cukup bagus dah sebab he was the only one leader yang usaha nak tolong Gaza the other day and yet people are going against him. I mean come on, give him a chance laa. Dia baru je take over tampuk pemerintahan so why not give him the chance untuk jalankan kerja dia using his own way? Dulu Mobarak korang bagi dia sampai 30 years and now when Morsy naik tak sampai setahun pun dah nak punish dia macam ni? Serious tak faham orang Mesir ni. Memang arab ni suka gaduh sesama sendiri =_=

Btw, on 12/12/12 (tarikh yang sangat significant isn't it), wakil wakil Misi Solidariti to Gaza dropped by in Alexandria to share with us about their experience while in Gaza. One of them is Farrah Adeeba, personaliti TV yang cantik tuu. Had the opportunity to take picture with her hik hik. Alhamdulillah I feel so blessed that I got the chance to be there, listening to stories fresh from Gaza. Ya Allah, how lucky they were sebab dapat jejak kaki kat the holy land of Palestine. In sha Allah one day I will too. Bila dengar Kak Farrah cerita, rasa macam my heart is cringing, mengenangkan the pain our brothers and sisters had to go through. Bila dia tunjuk pictures of the martyrs and those who were badly injured especially innocent little kids, bergenang mata. Kejamnya Israel, terlampau kejam. Memang setan bertopengkan manusia. Tak tau la nak cakap apa, speechless. Bila Kak Farrah cerita how the Palestinians are very strong and tak menagih simpati, instead dorang dok cakap we are their hero and this one part I became sebak bila dia cakap this one Palestinian lady cakap macam ni kat dia, "We will meet again, and we will meet again in Jannah". Subhanallah, time tu memang sebak rasa. Orang Palestin sentiasa dok doakan kita tapi kita selalu lupakan mereka. Betapa ignorantnya we Muslims around the world.

Bukan maksud nak offend sesiapa, but this is just my personal feelings lah. Orang Palestin tu sebenarnya dah macam our own blood, and Palestin tu bukan saja milik orang Palestin, tapi milik kita orang Islam. Takkan la kita sanggup tengok tanah yang Allah dah berikan  untuk kita diperlalukan sebegitu oleh Zionis yang memang macam hareyyyy. I mean come on, kiblat kita yang pertama kat situ okayyy. We as Muslims kenalah pelihara and fight for what is ours. It saddens me how ignorant umat Islam sekarang ni. Okay la bukan senang kan nak boycott stuffs sebab memang product dorang ni sangat laa widespread (I pun tak mampu lagi nak boycott completely sebab banyak sangat barang depa), tapi macam yang super obvious contributors macam Starbucks tuu, come on laaa. McD tu I'm like okay laa boleh cut some slack lagi la kalau orang nak sangat makan sebab everyone eats McD so memang susah nak let go kot for some individuals plus harga dia affordable kan. Tapi bila saya tengok orang dok post gambar Instagram dok minum and lepak kat Starbucks, geram je rasa, seriously. Awat la hampa sanggup pi contribute free free kat depa? Dah la macam mahai kot drinks dia (for me laa sebab iols bukan la orang kaya mak kita tak ajar kita minum tempat-tempat macam ni), pastu macam for that one cup you pay like how much? Not a small amout I think. And with that hampa telah bagi depa more sources untuk generate and up kan lagi depa punya armed forces so depa bole pi attack saudara seagama kita. Bijak, hampa memang bijak *clap clap*.

Okay laa emo pulak bila cakap pasal ni. Come on people, wake up. Do something, even just a little. Tak cool mana aih dok minum Starbucks, cool lagi minum kopi kat warung uncle uncle, authentic lagi. And it ain't cool kalau kita abaikan and buat tak kisah kat orang Palestin. Malu sikit, depa tu for sure masuk syurga, tak kisah la mati kena serang or what, sebab mereka berjihad pertahankan tanah orang Islam. Kita? Renung-renungkanlah okay. I bukan nak punish ke nak judge ke apa, sorry if I terkasar bahasa. Tapi I'm really upset, mengenangkan mereka di sana. Mulianya mereka sebab sentiasa doakan semua orang Islam :'(

I should stop, dok membebel dah ni. Sorry semua, saya memang emotional T____T  May Allah bless all of you, and have a great day ahead. Let's fight for our rights! Au revoir :D



p/s: Sulking or not, you are always in my prayers <3