Assalamualaikum and good day everyone :)
Apa khabar semua? Hopefully all is well. But Egypt is not doing so well :( I don't really know what's happening, tapi siang tadi here in Alexandria there was a riot going on. Dah la in front of our faculty pulak tu. Terbakar-terbakar semua kot, tengok dalam gambar flames going up :/ Lepas tu kawan-kawan yang rumah kat area Azarita (area faculty) cakap sampai ke rumah dorang terasa pedih tear gas tu huhu. Thank God today is Friday so takdak la kelas today, and esok pun like last week dapat off day, for reason I'm not quite sure off. I only hope that Egypt will finally be stable, in all aspects.
Sekarang ni still 21hb kat Mesir but kat Malaysia dah 22nd kan, so a birthday shout out to a good friend of mine, Fatimah Amira Zuhairi! Happy burthday gurlll, you ain't little kid anymore *gaya ghetto habis* haha. Happy birthday Bubu sayang, you're already 20 so welcome the the 20's :) Sorry tak dapat nak buat surprise sebab nak keluar sekarang macam dangerous kan so sorry you had to stay home on the night of your birthday :( In sha Allah nanti kita jumpa and I'll give you one big hug because I am one nice and lovely sister ahakzzz :D Ok gewdix gilewww =_=
Haih time ni pulak iTunes dok play lagu fenfeeling. Terima kasih iTunes sebab memahami jiwa Syamimi yang memang melancholic ni (y) Well today I came across this one video made by Langit Ilahi. It's about someone wanting to get married but actually dia just macam bluntly fikir nak kahwin without being really prepared. Below is the video, silalah tonton jika sudi.
After watching this, I felt like quite affected. It's like all these while I think only on the surface tapi tak like really think deep. Yes, I am still young. I'm 20 for God's sake. But hey nowadays ramai people my age dah berumah tangga, yang nak beranak pun ada. These days people macam patah balik to zaman dulu where people get married at an early age. It's a good thing actually, sangat baik sebenarnya. Tapi it's not applicable to all, including myself. Itu saya sedar. Yes sometimes I get a little jealous tengok that one married couple in my class yang sangatlah bahagia and lovey dovey bersama, you feel like so forever alone and you go, "What am I doing with my life? T_T" hahaha lebih kurang laa. But they are different, than I am. We are of the same age tapi maturity level tu sangat berbeza. The wife memang kelihatan matang, and takde la nak merapu macam kita ni haa kerja dok hoo haa pom pang pom pang sembang entah apa pun tak tau la =_= The husband pun very matured, definitely not a boy though dia baru 20.
Memang la my inner little squeaky voice deep inside ni dok rasa macam "itew pewn nak tawennnn!" but woahh get a hold of yourself sister. You ain't layak yet. We have to think like secara keseluruhan. This is the time where what your heart wants go against what your mind thinks. Think rational. Bila I watched the video, it made me think deep. I ain't matured enough sebab I am honestly kinda childish. Sometimes I can't differentiate either I'm being manja ( typical anak bongsu) or just plain immature? Entah la I myself pun tak pasti. Then of course, I am NOT financially capable sebab I'm still studying dan hanya mengharapkan duit yuran from JPA serta pemberian dari mak dan ayah tsk tsk. Memang la saya sering mengumpul duit semenjak kecil tetapi berapa lah sangat yang saya ada tsk tsk. I am also not organised enough, sometimes I can't even manage myself. How am I suppose to manage a household? And yang paling penting, ilmu saya masih belum mencukupi. In order to have a blissful marriage, ilmu tu sangat penting, ilmu agama in particular. I still lack in so many ways :(
Marriage is so much more than just being in love. It's committing yourself to someone, life long. It's true when you love someone you're willing to do just about anything, but when you're married ianya menjadi satu tanggungjawab, and you can never run away from it. It's not the same dengan zaman cintan cintun. You live with em, you eat with em, you sleep with em. That's the time when you really get to know someone, their true self. Annoying or not, itulah teman hidup kita. Makan minum dia kita kena jaga, pakaian dia semua kita kena jaga, semua benda la kita nak kena jaga. Kalau diri sendiri pun terkedek-kedek lagi macam mana nak jaga orang lain? Tak sanggup kita nak kecewakan orang yang kita sayang :'( Memang la I can cook, I can do laundries, chores and all sebab memang sekarang ni pun duduk rumah sendiri kat Mesir kena buat semua tu. But sekarang boleh la cincai boncai sebab duduk sendiri tapi nanti kalau dah ada laki tak boleh dah. Pastu mak mentua tengok lagi waaaa kenot kenot T_T
Sedih memang sedih. Ikut hati kita memang sentiasa nak ada dengan yang tersayang. Tapi, kita kena berpijak di bumi yang nyata dan kena sedar diri. Saya tau saya masih keanak-anakan. Banyak lagi yang saya perlu pelajari in order to be a good zaujah. Tak boleh juga pentingkan diri sendiri, kena tengok keadaan orang tu juga. Dia mampu ke tak, dia bersedia ke tak. Sebab we're in this together, so any decision mesti la unanimous, mesti sepakat. Kita kalau menikah, nak la sampai ke Jannah. Kan? :')
I'm gonna end this right here. There's too much I wanna say, but some should be kept to just myself and Allah. Hanya dengan berdoa kepada-Nya yang dapat merubah sesuatu, in sha Allah.
Till then, toodles :)
p/s: It's a bold move when someone went straight to your parents and tell them what they really want. Thank you :')
Apa khabar semua? Hopefully all is well. But Egypt is not doing so well :( I don't really know what's happening, tapi siang tadi here in Alexandria there was a riot going on. Dah la in front of our faculty pulak tu. Terbakar-terbakar semua kot, tengok dalam gambar flames going up :/ Lepas tu kawan-kawan yang rumah kat area Azarita (area faculty) cakap sampai ke rumah dorang terasa pedih tear gas tu huhu. Thank God today is Friday so takdak la kelas today, and esok pun like last week dapat off day, for reason I'm not quite sure off. I only hope that Egypt will finally be stable, in all aspects.
Sekarang ni still 21hb kat Mesir but kat Malaysia dah 22nd kan, so a birthday shout out to a good friend of mine, Fatimah Amira Zuhairi! Happy burthday gurlll, you ain't little kid anymore *gaya ghetto habis* haha. Happy birthday Bubu sayang, you're already 20 so welcome the the 20's :) Sorry tak dapat nak buat surprise sebab nak keluar sekarang macam dangerous kan so sorry you had to stay home on the night of your birthday :( In sha Allah nanti kita jumpa and I'll give you one big hug because I am one nice and lovely sister ahakzzz :D Ok gewdix gilewww =_=
Haih time ni pulak iTunes dok play lagu fenfeeling. Terima kasih iTunes sebab memahami jiwa Syamimi yang memang melancholic ni (y) Well today I came across this one video made by Langit Ilahi. It's about someone wanting to get married but actually dia just macam bluntly fikir nak kahwin without being really prepared. Below is the video, silalah tonton jika sudi.
After watching this, I felt like quite affected. It's like all these while I think only on the surface tapi tak like really think deep. Yes, I am still young. I'm 20 for God's sake. But hey nowadays ramai people my age dah berumah tangga, yang nak beranak pun ada. These days people macam patah balik to zaman dulu where people get married at an early age. It's a good thing actually, sangat baik sebenarnya. Tapi it's not applicable to all, including myself. Itu saya sedar. Yes sometimes I get a little jealous tengok that one married couple in my class yang sangatlah bahagia and lovey dovey bersama, you feel like so forever alone and you go, "What am I doing with my life? T_T" hahaha lebih kurang laa. But they are different, than I am. We are of the same age tapi maturity level tu sangat berbeza. The wife memang kelihatan matang, and takde la nak merapu macam kita ni haa kerja dok hoo haa pom pang pom pang sembang entah apa pun tak tau la =_= The husband pun very matured, definitely not a boy though dia baru 20.
Memang la my inner little squeaky voice deep inside ni dok rasa macam "itew pewn nak tawennnn!" but woahh get a hold of yourself sister. You ain't layak yet. We have to think like secara keseluruhan. This is the time where what your heart wants go against what your mind thinks. Think rational. Bila I watched the video, it made me think deep. I ain't matured enough sebab I am honestly kinda childish. Sometimes I can't differentiate either I'm being manja ( typical anak bongsu) or just plain immature? Entah la I myself pun tak pasti. Then of course, I am NOT financially capable sebab I'm still studying dan hanya mengharapkan duit yuran from JPA serta pemberian dari mak dan ayah tsk tsk. Memang la saya sering mengumpul duit semenjak kecil tetapi berapa lah sangat yang saya ada tsk tsk. I am also not organised enough, sometimes I can't even manage myself. How am I suppose to manage a household? And yang paling penting, ilmu saya masih belum mencukupi. In order to have a blissful marriage, ilmu tu sangat penting, ilmu agama in particular. I still lack in so many ways :(
Marriage is so much more than just being in love. It's committing yourself to someone, life long. It's true when you love someone you're willing to do just about anything, but when you're married ianya menjadi satu tanggungjawab, and you can never run away from it. It's not the same dengan zaman cintan cintun. You live with em, you eat with em, you sleep with em. That's the time when you really get to know someone, their true self. Annoying or not, itulah teman hidup kita. Makan minum dia kita kena jaga, pakaian dia semua kita kena jaga, semua benda la kita nak kena jaga. Kalau diri sendiri pun terkedek-kedek lagi macam mana nak jaga orang lain? Tak sanggup kita nak kecewakan orang yang kita sayang :'( Memang la I can cook, I can do laundries, chores and all sebab memang sekarang ni pun duduk rumah sendiri kat Mesir kena buat semua tu. But sekarang boleh la cincai boncai sebab duduk sendiri tapi nanti kalau dah ada laki tak boleh dah. Pastu mak mentua tengok lagi waaaa kenot kenot T_T
Sedih memang sedih. Ikut hati kita memang sentiasa nak ada dengan yang tersayang. Tapi, kita kena berpijak di bumi yang nyata dan kena sedar diri. Saya tau saya masih keanak-anakan. Banyak lagi yang saya perlu pelajari in order to be a good zaujah. Tak boleh juga pentingkan diri sendiri, kena tengok keadaan orang tu juga. Dia mampu ke tak, dia bersedia ke tak. Sebab we're in this together, so any decision mesti la unanimous, mesti sepakat. Kita kalau menikah, nak la sampai ke Jannah. Kan? :')
I'm gonna end this right here. There's too much I wanna say, but some should be kept to just myself and Allah. Hanya dengan berdoa kepada-Nya yang dapat merubah sesuatu, in sha Allah.
Till then, toodles :)
p/s: It's a bold move when someone went straight to your parents and tell them what they really want. Thank you :')
