Assalamualaikum :)
Woah dah lama tak masuk blogger, I masuk just to read but not write. It seems like my mojo for writing dah go down the drain. It's not that I don't want to write. I do, but I just don't know what to write about. I am pretty sure that a lot of things, quite interesting stuffs also sometimes to share about but I just can't seem to write about it. Malas ke apa ke I am not so sure myself. My creative side makin deteriorate day by day, and this is so heartbreaking :'(
Firstly, I tak update pun yang I tengah winter break sekarang ni! Dah la macam-macam perkara yang telah terjadi *skemanya ayat* tsk tsk. Winter break yang asalnya dua minggu telah di-extend sampai 3 minggu. Sepatutnya me and a few of my classmates are going to perform umrah this winter break, tapi Allah tak izinkan lagi nampaknya huhu. We are trying to go there from Egypt, so memang la kami wanita-wanita ni takdak mahram yunooo. So embassy Saudi tak izinkan dan telah pun reject permohonan visa umrah kami :'(
Hanya budak lelaki sahaja yang dibenarkan tapi tu pun tak release lagi. So sekarang ni passport kami semua masih di Malaysia, and tak tau la bila nak boleh dapat balik :(
Sebenarnya, I can already predict that it is gonna be tough for us girls untuk boleh pergi buat umrah dengan menggunakan hanya mahram tumpang. Tapi sebab hari tu memang Allah gerakkan hati kecil ini untuk mendaftarkan diri. But at that time dalam hati macam takpe la lepas tak lepas belakang kira, I'm just gonna go ahead and try. No frets, no regrets. Lagipun sebab memang alhamdulillah dah pernah sampai ke tanah suci Mekah dan Madianah when I was 7. But that was a long time ago, so teringin nak pergi lagi and buat umrah. Lagipun masa time tu I was so little I didn't know much. Everything I did, I solely followed my mum without knowing how and why. So I would like to go as an adult yang dah tahu and faham, and nak mendekatkan diri dengan sang Pencipta.
Actually I am thankful for the fact that my mum had this thought of hers, whereby she would take her children to Mecca first before going anywhere else in the world. Sebab tu la even though I was just 7 at that time, my whole family went there. So kami semua adik-beradik dah pernah merasa melakukan umrah, though the memories are somehow vague to me, sebab I was still quite small kan then. But I really wanna thank my mum and dad for doing so. Lepas tu baru la my parents bawak kitorang berjalan tempat lain. In sha Allah when I have kids of my own, I would want to do the same too :)
However, I feel blessed, and I redha denga ketentuan Allah. He knows best. Ada la sebab kenapa he won't let me go there now. He knows me better than I know myself, so kita terima je la kan. In sha Allah when my time comes, I will be there, again. Maybe with my parents, or might just be with my husband :) Who knows kan? Hihi. He will definitely give me the best, I believe so. Oleh itu wahai sahabat seangkatan yang tak lepas nak pergi kali ni, janganlah rasa bummed out. Akan tiba masanya, percayalah. Memang la sekarang ni yang buat kita semua rasa down sebab kita takde passport so nak pergi tempat lain pun tak boleh. Selagi tak dapat passport nak pergi Sharm-El Sheikh pun tak dapat huhu.
As depressing as it is, we can try to make it sunny side up in sha Allah. Masa ni laa kita nak get in touch with ourselves, in my case la. I've been thinking so. Sebab selama ni hidup kita dah sangat hectic kan, so masa ni laa nak buat benda that we love and we are passionate about. Contohnya, let's say if you love to draw, then try to make art pieces. Hehe kemainnn. If you love to write (like me), then this is the time to do so! Kesian la blog kau Miu Miu empty sangat T_T Fill up that journal of yours, get in touch with your inner self okay gegel. Itulah salah satu mission saya hewhew. And then, this is the time to read, non-ilmiah books. Selama satu sem menghadap buku yang related to dentistry, this is now the time to shove your face reading Jane Austen books that is in your collection (still this applies to me) hihi.
Apart from that, I had been cooking up a storm (like literally, LOL) for I had been spending my time everyday in the kicinnn trying to make food so we can eat sebab cuti memang wojib lapaq. Bukan apa, honestly biaq la che berterus-terang. In sha Allah in 2 or 3 years time, I might already be someone's wife, in sha Allah. Kita hanya merancang Tuhan yang menentukan. So I feel the need to learn and practice, memahirkan diri dengan kerja dapur. Bukan setakat tu, I have to start belajar ilmu agama yunooo. A lot of things running in my mind right now. But now saya menyimpang ye dari tujuan asal post saya ni. Okay so skip this part, in sha Allah when the time comes, more detailed story will be given hihi.
Forget my ramblings, please. Haha. Okay, so the conclusion is we have to make the best of what we have now. Untuk semua yang terjadi, adalah hikmah dia kan. Memang la rasa macam stranded and stuck in Alexandria tapi there is always a reason why Allah bagi jadi macam ni. Kita yang kena try to make the best out of it. Masa lapang ni nikmat sebenarnya, tapi kita tak boleh la salah gunakan. Self reminder jugak tu. So okay laa, panjang gila dah menulis. Orang yang baca pun mesti bosan dah by now. Setakat sini sahaja la post kali ni. I'll end it with reminding us all to selawat ke atas Rasulullah. Always remember him, who loves us so much :')
Toodles, and good day everyone. May Allah bless yalzzz :)
Woah dah lama tak masuk blogger, I masuk just to read but not write. It seems like my mojo for writing dah go down the drain. It's not that I don't want to write. I do, but I just don't know what to write about. I am pretty sure that a lot of things, quite interesting stuffs also sometimes to share about but I just can't seem to write about it. Malas ke apa ke I am not so sure myself. My creative side makin deteriorate day by day, and this is so heartbreaking :'(
Firstly, I tak update pun yang I tengah winter break sekarang ni! Dah la macam-macam perkara yang telah terjadi *skemanya ayat* tsk tsk. Winter break yang asalnya dua minggu telah di-extend sampai 3 minggu. Sepatutnya me and a few of my classmates are going to perform umrah this winter break, tapi Allah tak izinkan lagi nampaknya huhu. We are trying to go there from Egypt, so memang la kami wanita-wanita ni takdak mahram yunooo. So embassy Saudi tak izinkan dan telah pun reject permohonan visa umrah kami :'(
Hanya budak lelaki sahaja yang dibenarkan tapi tu pun tak release lagi. So sekarang ni passport kami semua masih di Malaysia, and tak tau la bila nak boleh dapat balik :(
Sebenarnya, I can already predict that it is gonna be tough for us girls untuk boleh pergi buat umrah dengan menggunakan hanya mahram tumpang. Tapi sebab hari tu memang Allah gerakkan hati kecil ini untuk mendaftarkan diri. But at that time dalam hati macam takpe la lepas tak lepas belakang kira, I'm just gonna go ahead and try. No frets, no regrets. Lagipun sebab memang alhamdulillah dah pernah sampai ke tanah suci Mekah dan Madianah when I was 7. But that was a long time ago, so teringin nak pergi lagi and buat umrah. Lagipun masa time tu I was so little I didn't know much. Everything I did, I solely followed my mum without knowing how and why. So I would like to go as an adult yang dah tahu and faham, and nak mendekatkan diri dengan sang Pencipta.
Actually I am thankful for the fact that my mum had this thought of hers, whereby she would take her children to Mecca first before going anywhere else in the world. Sebab tu la even though I was just 7 at that time, my whole family went there. So kami semua adik-beradik dah pernah merasa melakukan umrah, though the memories are somehow vague to me, sebab I was still quite small kan then. But I really wanna thank my mum and dad for doing so. Lepas tu baru la my parents bawak kitorang berjalan tempat lain. In sha Allah when I have kids of my own, I would want to do the same too :)
However, I feel blessed, and I redha denga ketentuan Allah. He knows best. Ada la sebab kenapa he won't let me go there now. He knows me better than I know myself, so kita terima je la kan. In sha Allah when my time comes, I will be there, again. Maybe with my parents, or might just be with my husband :) Who knows kan? Hihi. He will definitely give me the best, I believe so. Oleh itu wahai sahabat seangkatan yang tak lepas nak pergi kali ni, janganlah rasa bummed out. Akan tiba masanya, percayalah. Memang la sekarang ni yang buat kita semua rasa down sebab kita takde passport so nak pergi tempat lain pun tak boleh. Selagi tak dapat passport nak pergi Sharm-El Sheikh pun tak dapat huhu.
As depressing as it is, we can try to make it sunny side up in sha Allah. Masa ni laa kita nak get in touch with ourselves, in my case la. I've been thinking so. Sebab selama ni hidup kita dah sangat hectic kan, so masa ni laa nak buat benda that we love and we are passionate about. Contohnya, let's say if you love to draw, then try to make art pieces. Hehe kemainnn. If you love to write (like me), then this is the time to do so! Kesian la blog kau Miu Miu empty sangat T_T Fill up that journal of yours, get in touch with your inner self okay gegel. Itulah salah satu mission saya hewhew. And then, this is the time to read, non-ilmiah books. Selama satu sem menghadap buku yang related to dentistry, this is now the time to shove your face reading Jane Austen books that is in your collection (still this applies to me) hihi.
Apart from that, I had been cooking up a storm (like literally, LOL) for I had been spending my time everyday in the kicinnn trying to make food so we can eat sebab cuti memang wojib lapaq. Bukan apa, honestly biaq la che berterus-terang. In sha Allah in 2 or 3 years time, I might already be someone's wife, in sha Allah. Kita hanya merancang Tuhan yang menentukan. So I feel the need to learn and practice, memahirkan diri dengan kerja dapur. Bukan setakat tu, I have to start belajar ilmu agama yunooo. A lot of things running in my mind right now. But now saya menyimpang ye dari tujuan asal post saya ni. Okay so skip this part, in sha Allah when the time comes, more detailed story will be given hihi.
Forget my ramblings, please. Haha. Okay, so the conclusion is we have to make the best of what we have now. Untuk semua yang terjadi, adalah hikmah dia kan. Memang la rasa macam stranded and stuck in Alexandria tapi there is always a reason why Allah bagi jadi macam ni. Kita yang kena try to make the best out of it. Masa lapang ni nikmat sebenarnya, tapi kita tak boleh la salah gunakan. Self reminder jugak tu. So okay laa, panjang gila dah menulis. Orang yang baca pun mesti bosan dah by now. Setakat sini sahaja la post kali ni. I'll end it with reminding us all to selawat ke atas Rasulullah. Always remember him, who loves us so much :')
Toodles, and good day everyone. May Allah bless yalzzz :)
