Fifteen
12:55 PM
Assalamulaikum and hello everyone :)
Apa khabar semua? Harap sihat sihat je semua. May you all be in great conditions and blessed by the Almighty. Alhamdulillah, today dah masuk 15 Ramadan dah pun. Cepat kan masa berjalan? I don't know why but it felt as if time flew, macam jet turbo or something haha. Rasa macam tak ready pulak tengok that Ramadan dah semakin meninggalkan kita. For all we know, entah sempat ke tak nak sampai ke next Ramadan kan. Sedih and I'm scared if takde dah kesempatan nak bertemu lagi bulan mulia yang penuh keampunan ni :(
Sometimes I feel like I haven't make good use of this month yet. Yes, I do read the Quran and go for tarawikh and do a little bit of this and that but it doesn't seem to be enough at all. Kalau nak compare ngan orang yang lagi baik kan, mesti dorang macam make full use of this month. It amazed me the fact that even pak imam pun boleh menangis mintak doa diampunkan dosa, sedangkan dosa aku ni yang orang biasa biasa ni lagi la banyak bertimbun timbun. Serious terasa. I went to Masjid Negeri, Shah Alam tadi for iftaar and tarawikh and lepas habis 20 rakaat ada tazkirah from this one syeikh and masa nak tutup tu dia baca doa laa. And panjang doa dia, banyak mintak forgiveness from Allah and he became all sebak and choked up, and it hits me that itu imam okay yang dok regret his sins. What about me kan? I must have done more sins for I am hugely flawed.
Kadang kadang rasa susah nak concentrate and be consistent dengan amalan kita. Plus, hati kita ni selalu suka buat kita rasa macam macam. It's hard, you know? We always have to battle with our nafsu. We know what is right and what is wrong, but we always seem to be not so bright and do things that won't really please Allah. Tapi Allah tu maha pengampun, and he is willing to forgive us as long as we ask for his forgiveness and repent. He is so generous and utmost loving, giving us His love and abundance but we're stupid enought to overlook all of that and be ungrateful of the life we had sometimes. God had gave us the best of life, for He knows what we are capable of. Yeah, sometimes life can be harsh and tough on you sometimes, but He did that only because He loves you and He wants you to ask for him more and more. Allah suka bila hamba-Nya meminta padanya. How generous can our God be, right? :')
Sekarang ni, lagi half of Ramadan sahaja yang tinggal, and we have to try to make the best out of it. Baki 2 minggu yang ada ni, kita kena try to optimise kan laa. Banyak benda kita boleh buat tau, i.e recite the Quran (kalau rasa tak rajin dengar pun dah dapat pahala), banyakkan solat sunat, zikir and selawat, and bila tengok "30 Minit Bersama Ustaz Don"the other day dia cakap bulan ni kurangkan la dengar lagu. Kalau selalunya kita dok dengar almost all the time, dia cakap kurang kurangkan laa. Boleh je nak dengar dia kata, tapi tunggu la dah malam, bila dah habis tarawikh semua. Lebih kurang macam tu la Ustaz Don cakap. Just to make sure that kita jaga laa pahala puasa kita di siang hari, insyaAllah.
Okay laa, dah lambat pun ni. I've became nocturnal, and I hate it T_T Oh God, help me huhu. Signing off for now, and hopefully kita sama sama laa make good use of bulan Ramadan ye. Semoga segala urusan dipermudahkan for y'all out there. Stay cool, stay calm (padahal diri sendiri pun dok macam irritable grizzly bear haha), and rock out to Ramadan while we still can hehe. May Allah bless, and selamat bersahur and selamat berpuasa :)
Toodles!
Apa khabar semua? Harap sihat sihat je semua. May you all be in great conditions and blessed by the Almighty. Alhamdulillah, today dah masuk 15 Ramadan dah pun. Cepat kan masa berjalan? I don't know why but it felt as if time flew, macam jet turbo or something haha. Rasa macam tak ready pulak tengok that Ramadan dah semakin meninggalkan kita. For all we know, entah sempat ke tak nak sampai ke next Ramadan kan. Sedih and I'm scared if takde dah kesempatan nak bertemu lagi bulan mulia yang penuh keampunan ni :(
Sometimes I feel like I haven't make good use of this month yet. Yes, I do read the Quran and go for tarawikh and do a little bit of this and that but it doesn't seem to be enough at all. Kalau nak compare ngan orang yang lagi baik kan, mesti dorang macam make full use of this month. It amazed me the fact that even pak imam pun boleh menangis mintak doa diampunkan dosa, sedangkan dosa aku ni yang orang biasa biasa ni lagi la banyak bertimbun timbun. Serious terasa. I went to Masjid Negeri, Shah Alam tadi for iftaar and tarawikh and lepas habis 20 rakaat ada tazkirah from this one syeikh and masa nak tutup tu dia baca doa laa. And panjang doa dia, banyak mintak forgiveness from Allah and he became all sebak and choked up, and it hits me that itu imam okay yang dok regret his sins. What about me kan? I must have done more sins for I am hugely flawed.
Kadang kadang rasa susah nak concentrate and be consistent dengan amalan kita. Plus, hati kita ni selalu suka buat kita rasa macam macam. It's hard, you know? We always have to battle with our nafsu. We know what is right and what is wrong, but we always seem to be not so bright and do things that won't really please Allah. Tapi Allah tu maha pengampun, and he is willing to forgive us as long as we ask for his forgiveness and repent. He is so generous and utmost loving, giving us His love and abundance but we're stupid enought to overlook all of that and be ungrateful of the life we had sometimes. God had gave us the best of life, for He knows what we are capable of. Yeah, sometimes life can be harsh and tough on you sometimes, but He did that only because He loves you and He wants you to ask for him more and more. Allah suka bila hamba-Nya meminta padanya. How generous can our God be, right? :')
Sekarang ni, lagi half of Ramadan sahaja yang tinggal, and we have to try to make the best out of it. Baki 2 minggu yang ada ni, kita kena try to optimise kan laa. Banyak benda kita boleh buat tau, i.e recite the Quran (kalau rasa tak rajin dengar pun dah dapat pahala), banyakkan solat sunat, zikir and selawat, and bila tengok "30 Minit Bersama Ustaz Don"the other day dia cakap bulan ni kurangkan la dengar lagu. Kalau selalunya kita dok dengar almost all the time, dia cakap kurang kurangkan laa. Boleh je nak dengar dia kata, tapi tunggu la dah malam, bila dah habis tarawikh semua. Lebih kurang macam tu la Ustaz Don cakap. Just to make sure that kita jaga laa pahala puasa kita di siang hari, insyaAllah.
Okay laa, dah lambat pun ni. I've became nocturnal, and I hate it T_T Oh God, help me huhu. Signing off for now, and hopefully kita sama sama laa make good use of bulan Ramadan ye. Semoga segala urusan dipermudahkan for y'all out there. Stay cool, stay calm (padahal diri sendiri pun dok macam irritable grizzly bear haha), and rock out to Ramadan while we still can hehe. May Allah bless, and selamat bersahur and selamat berpuasa :)
Toodles!
(p/s: terjumpa gambar ni and these kids are so cute!)
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